Heart cry

Sometimes, I get so mad at you
So mad I don't even want to talk to you
I've got a million questions
And when I get like this
I don't blame people who don't believe in you or in your benevolence

Why do you take so long to show up?
Things I've wanted so badly, you delay in giving
Why do you leave me hanging?
Your word says you will never leave or forsake me
And yet I've not felt this lonely in such a long time
So tired and drained

You feel so far away these days
It's almost as though you've forgotten we had a deal
Didn't we?
That something beautiful would emerge out of this mold of clay?
Or did I make that up?
Am I just a dreamer?

I'm tired
Scared
Alone
And confused
Are you going to show up?
Or have you abandoned me?